yesterday when i was driving around the town i hated everything i saw. nothing i liked. everything somehow seemed disturbing and difficult to undertake and i realised i dont belong here yet i am from here.
my soul cries out and asks and pleads to get out and says out loud this place is not you and not for you. get out.
............................................one day passed by...................................................with alot of difficulty.............
today when i was driving by. took the same road. it seemed surreal. but nothing seemed real. my soul questioned what is this place and why is this place. is it a dream or an experience. is it something i need to look. is it something i need to ask. is it something i need to conform. is it something i need to change. what is this.
i realised. i am a traveller. and no place belongs. except a few specific ones.
today i realise this place is not for me. and i am unsettled yet numb and floating in the most beautiful spaces.
i am experience numbness detachment and love at the same time.
my soul cries out and asks and pleads to get out and says out loud this place is not you and not for you. get out.
............................................one day passed by...................................................with alot of difficulty.............
today when i was driving by. took the same road. it seemed surreal. but nothing seemed real. my soul questioned what is this place and why is this place. is it a dream or an experience. is it something i need to look. is it something i need to ask. is it something i need to conform. is it something i need to change. what is this.
i realised. i am a traveller. and no place belongs. except a few specific ones.
today i realise this place is not for me. and i am unsettled yet numb and floating in the most beautiful spaces.
i am experience numbness detachment and love at the same time.
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